I'M SO BLOGGING

2011-02-05T12:13:00.000-08:00

Renew?

2011-02-05T12:03:00.000-08:00

Hey, its been ages i never touched my online diary.

Bussy? of course not!

i have another fair with another website. it's tumblr.

but i kinda miss here, which actually was my first love, first love on blogging stuff.

so, i've been planning something here. renew its template, new profile of course renew my widgets which available here.

i really miss being here, literally, indeed. :)

Introduction.

2010-05-31T12:53:00.000-07:00

if there are boundaries between us, what would you do after all?

“well, i am going to rip those boundaries. even you will cut me off. i’m pretty sure that i would be relieve. however, that’s all only a little spot for me. love is never be lied.”

love is a fence, it should be remove as fast as you could. would you do that for me?

“as you wish, is there anything does make me uncomfortable but you. i am on my way out then.”

do you believe in faith?

“no, i don’t do stuff on that”

why

“i am not a big fan of religion.”

what's your religion then?

“it’s your love.”

well, how’s it suppose to be end? i write this for the first time after i went nuts with my stuff. started ignoring my blogspot and now i am back with this conversation. is that weird?

weird is normal to be told.

2010-05-12T09:25:00.000-07:00

HELLO SUNSHINE. I LOVE YOU'RE MISSING ME

imsoblogging.tumblr.com, OFFICIALLY COME OUT !

2009-06-20T10:36:00.000-07:00

Ookkaayy Guys, ISB officially got 2 websites that you could visit whatevah you like !

If I could say that “I Love You” everything wouldn’t be such a screw up or bad things had crossed between you and me.

2009-06-06T11:26:00.000-07:00

Hey moon, see that ? hahahaa, im not a good poet even good at words at all. Beginner try to build those mess up words into something grotesque and hey, I dare you would torn your paper apart as you printed it into a sheet.

I did even recognize what a big rock has hit myself so bad, ntil I found myself typing these words without breathe as human being use to. ;p

Too much pain has been through poisoning rudely into myself.

Like wolf while it getting close for middle-night, these pains cannot count with only single of my fingers.

I able to dance for a long time, spinning around until this dizzy feeling come out to me, but this, is much aching and never been in to myself.

As you with her, Held each other hands, exchanged glare, giggled for no reason, cuddled above the crystal blue of the sky, romantic hugged after one of you did some favor, kissed hungrily for fulfill of desire and promised to always look after each other.

You gave me Envy

You gave me Malice

You gave me Attention

You ruined everything

If God didn’t let those angels to keep my behavior of act, Maybe, lots of news would show your deadly pallid face splashed and covered with blood.

My eyes were brimming with tears, what a such coward am i.

Looks like I screwed everything up of my live plan.

Secret suicide,

What are those mean ?

Envy ?

Malice ?

Attention ?

It could possibly, Love ?

Let me get these straight,

One day if we

Held each other hands, exchanged our glare, giggled for no reason, cuddled above the crystal blue of the sky, romantic hugged after one of us did some favor, kissed hungrily for fulfill of our desire and promised to always look after each other of us.

Sound hear, good, much better and it . . .

If my courage could drive me to tell you about this overwhelm feeling about you faster than you said it for her, maybe, this bad thought would never come out to me.

Love would driving someone to get mad,

Love would driving someone to get crazy,

Love would driving someone to get rude,

Love would driving someone to get cruel,

Love would driving someone to get . . . peaceful ?

HUAHUAHAUHAUHAUAAUHAUAH. xDDDDD

What do ya think ? is it great ?

Omigatomigatomigattt, while my pal read it, he couldn’t stop for laugh out loud. Rouges glued on my checks, damn you BOY !

But hey, someone has copied it for her subject of English poetry class. Tehee, thank nic, love ya too !

*I have no idea why should I wrote it, cause ya know, examinations is only 48 hours left, and damn ! I haven’t do anything to get my knowledge better ! xD

i let you yelled out loud bitch as you watch it

2009-06-06T11:19:00.000-07:00

This is the official one fellas, and I dare, santy cannot help herself as she see the beautiful muscles of taylor’s.

Stay put

2009-06-06T10:54:00.000-07:00

Hey Moon, Stay Put.

And Hey, Stay put.

Could you please stay put ?

Too much words have threw up from your lips, and I couldn’t resist to punch you right at your face.

You’re acting like everything has been going well, but you’re acting like a whore while I was fade out from your face. Sometimes, I don’t need these eyes, cause I could see better of the world with my heart. That’s why, a blinded-man is feel more comfortable with not seeing each other better than due seeing the world with their own God-Bless eyes.

I won’t talking about a blinded-man. What should I do its only giving you how much do I hate IT !

It wasn’t that hard-rain, cause my coat is absolutely could covering myself well than I should use that umbrella than the rain was falling down so harsh. Then it came out for me, just placed my lips and set it to say that I was alright. IT talked to me, about A to Z, taking chances or damages or anything as I knew IT wanted to make me scare and didn’t do those stupid acts like I used to.

But IT wrong, I turned around, and blamed everything’d been contagious me so bad.

Sorry, but I could hang myself in something else as I seem, it will be alright.

what was that ? fulled by download ?

2009-06-06T10:46:00.001-07:00

It was all started from my curiosity of the hush sound full album, as I opened, mp3loacker gave me some shoot, finally I found myself into a fever that couldn’t resist by myself. As I looked for alphabeat for a long ages and also club 8 as I surely knew it would be so hard to find.

Than finally I met ‘hey Monday’ and ‘the cab’, unexpectedly I found KATY PERRY and LADY GAGA. Omigaaaattt, it was mean that I shouldn’t buy the original one to fulfil my satisfied. lol

katy perry suddenly rules my world

2009-06-06T10:38:00.001-07:00

If you wanna know about ‘why did I say like that’, it because yeah. All of her songs are rock my ears. The best one is one of those boys. As the welcoming song of her album, sounds cool and pretty much beating my heart a lot. Should you have one of these !

But its better using that 600k rupiahs for another necessity than spend all of them for only SHIT and FUCKING dying !!

2009-06-06T10:32:00.000-07:00

Hey moon, im sorry for the title, last posted ive already mentioned it that im not VERY good in words.

The whole of this shit was inspired by Santy, thanks mrs. Lautner, for gimme a favor.

Last day, while chemistry class had been starting for a presentation of koloid that due each one of us collected it about a week ago, has to presenting it in front of the class, just the luckiest one team, yeah, It was going for kicul’s group. I should leave my seat, then santy called me to sit next to hers.

Suddenly she talked about my blog, she said that I am VERY talented of using English in my blog. My face has turned into something vermilion, like rogue glued in mine. But slightly gone. As I remember she talked that

“That’s why you said that LIA is some kind of SHIT for you. Yeah, I admitted it, Ive been in HI class, but, swear I cannot build those words into one of strong one paragraph like you did. SWEAR !”

Ohh my God, Ohh my God, These Cheeks went into BITCH, then I couldn’t leave my smirk glued in my mouth.

Yeah, frankly, LIA is useless for me, what they gave to me is only a dozen of fucking vocabulary. Rarely gave me some information about how to make the right one of arranging the strong sentence or even learning me into something that WOW.

Its 600k rupiahs, and its useless.

FYI, the reason why I could make these sentences hear steady were because I LOVE READING FANFICTION, and THEY ‘RE USING THE INFROMAL ONE THAN WE USE TO LEARN ON SOME OTHER CLASS AROUND OF THE INDONESIA.

What next ? should I leave the band ?

Can’t take the kid out the fight

2009-06-06T10:25:00.000-07:00

Actually, its not kindda something about a fight or kids or anything else about the rebelish of class habit. Its only a title. Well, im absolutely not GOOD at words. If I could wonder how far did I spend my time for practice every single minutes to learn ‘A’ to the ‘Z’ its like, oh my GOD, it wouldn’t enough for only a year, 3 years or 10years. We need more, more than we NEED !

What I’ve been daydreaming of, is only about this shit, look vague and stare blankly like a sun hovering above my head. Very hard to shake my head lightly, or even slightly. This sweat is dropping across my visage skin. Don’t even ask me about what kind of favor my sweat is it like, cause, euuw, totally disgusting.

I won’t waste all of my time for only write those fucking useless words, so what should I do now ? writing about my big crush ? my cross crush ? my hat crush ? nah, nah, nah, Goosebumps feeling has ruled my neck since I wrote that C-R-U-S-H word. Gross

Today, I was skipping school, the partners in crime were Me, Betty, Denis, Eppi, and also Santy. Just hear me out, cause you’re gonna giggling out loud, don’t push it too much if you’re shame to be mad man/woman.

It was about 1:30 PM in the middle of the day, I can tell ya, the weather was very fucking HOT and DRY. My throat was like a desert hasn’t come out by rain or even water lying on this ground. FUCKING HELL YA HAWT ! Betty prepared herself, cleaned and packed everything that belongs to her. She went out of the class. Her steps have stopped by suddenly accident of standing 2 TEACHERS in front of 10.1 , YAICKS ! dammit, she pulled back herself slightly, and took another fresh air to make her breath steady.

Bety said that I should pay them any attention, such GET NAKED, I was heading my right hand to the air, but, okey, she’s my friend, I shouldn’t use that. What a harsh. But after while, both of 2 disturber teachers separated and back to their own world. Without any hesitance, we walked out of the class. We walk awkwardly, for me, honestly, this was the first time, but they were too. Walked through the canteen, walked passed the IS building and FINALLY WE DREW CLOSE OUT OF THE SCHOOL ! ! it was only few feet off we should reach, this heart was going faster and faster, like there was someone playing out loud the drums. And . . . and . . . and. . . . WE OUT OF THE SCHOOL !!!

Denis wavered her hands to us, eppi with freely visage said another goodbye. There was only me, betty and santy. We walked near to the public transportation aka ANGKOT, and came in,we sat, and laughed each others. What a foolish we have done. LOL

KILL ME KISS ME, PROJECT !

2009-06-06T10:13:00.001-07:00

Heyyaaa Mooon, howaaahh, im pretty sure that you’ve been boring with my wide grin spreading off of my lips. But yeah, WHAT A BEAUTIFUL CARICATURE !

Okeh, here I am, would like to promote the newest fanfic that I’ve been writing on, you see, its “KILL ME KISS ME”,

Its ryden again, its ryden, my brain has full of them so I cannot turn out the other idea to pull it into a story. Here’s the prolog,

When the fisrt time Brendon Met Ryan, he could feel something that annoying him so much. he always made a distancce between him and Ryan. until one day, a tragedy came, Ryan was unintentionally broke brendon's paper which should collect about 2 days later.

with no hesitance, Brendon punched ryan right at his tummy, face turned purple, sticky liquid of blood has fallen down on his face. nobody didn't care about ryan. They'd like gathered around in brendon side better than his. Ryan was miserable.

2 weeks after tragedy, Ryan came alone to his history class. as usual, he use to sit in the corner of the class by himself. he thinks this is the only way to get out those bad memories. his bruise still marks and hasn't dissapear yet.

They have a plan, to kill each other, cause this hate feeling has ruled so bad in their heart, no one cannot ressist to settle down, both of them have been burning so bad as they cant wait to sharping their knife.

Mr. Recoftre give a duty which should do with one-couple and due collect about next week. Ryan knows, he must doesn't has any accompany as usual, but mr. R makes his own choosen kid by himself.

when Urie's name has spoken by him, ryan knows that some bad feeling has been surrounding him.

"Brendon Urie, you will be a good team with Ryan ross."

Ryan cannot close his mouth, his eyes get wider and he doesn't breath for a while.

"What the fuck, sir ?" Brendon murmurs at him, and his face turns into something like 'i wanna kill you then !'

"Brendon, its my class, if you don't agree with my words you can step your feer out. that's all."

Brendon sighs heavily. then looks at ryan's side. those eyes mean a lot, like, i will cut your throat later, i will punch your tummy even more, i will KILL YOU.

"Hey, do you want to change your pal ? i mean, you with ryan and i with your pal." he begs with his friend who sitting in front of him.

"What ? nah, thanks Brend"

this only for the begging, cause them, are only mad child which have no idea to keep theirs down.

The madness of moymoypalaboy

2009-06-06T10:08:00.000-07:00

These guys are madly driving us into their own world, and, look at those guys !! !

hardly cant stop for laughing even more ! xDDD

When you’re friend with celebrity, what are you gonna do ?

2009-06-06T09:56:00.000-07:00

Hey Moon, ive been thinking about that thought above,

What would be if Ryan Ross is my best friend and what would be if JWalk is my partner in crime ? that would be awesome of course, but, its only a kid dream whose feelss lonely stares blankly at her deck.

I even had that thought, Ryan ross is my best friend, I wasn’t that famous, I was just a little Lily. Then Ryan came by for me. He always called my name and grabbed my hand for something stupid act. He did love me not as a lover, but as a bestfriend, every move I made, he always followed like a sun shinning the all day. He laughed while I laughed, he nodded while I asked out, he grinned while a mistake covered myself. I only love that day, I mean my thought. Until that dream came through me.

Ryan Ross was the nearest bestfriend I ever had. He never talked with anybody unless me. He always touched my heart as the problem harshly head onto me. I like ryan’s smile, swear, but I didn’t mean him to be my lover, I didn’t expect, either did he. Honestly, I wanted him so bad to be my closest best friend, my REAL closest best friend.

The second dream was absolutely odd like before, but it wasn’t about Ryan Ross, but it was Jon Walker. JWalk was suddenly my uncle, my mum told me that she had a brother whose living in the far far away. Stupidly, I wasn’t really sure if it was JWalk for panic at the disco, but it was. He came to my house, say hi like the real uncle jon used to. He did know my name, and I couldn’t shut my jaw to let it close. Like the moon was hovering my head, it was awkwardness meeting and I did nothing to do.

I know, my mum is fucking hate English, but that time, she was different, she clearly talked with JWalk, and it also made this jaw opened even more.

Those were only sweet dreams. i dare you had to feel it too. Like people use to when you are fan at someone. I ever dream about brendon urie and spencer smith too, but it wasn’t that beautiful as ryan and JWalk did.

It just Little lily’s dream, and it dream has been keeping my smile to growing wider and wider.

Thanks For George Ryan Ross III, and also, my uncle Jon Walker.

will you forgive him ?

2009-05-22T07:52:00.001-07:00

He begged his brother, to give and let a mercy shining on him. lawrence is such a good boy, he loves his only brother a lot. (:

lol, he made me laugh even more !

2009-05-22T07:48:00.000-07:00

he's Spanish and his foolish, more than anything i ever found.
everybody around him was the foolish one actually,
looks like England loves someone who has a big-eyes-teaser.
he actually NOT a TEASER, but only a LOSER. lol

TweetDeck

2009-05-22T07:45:00.000-07:00

Heii Tweetdeck, thanks for helping my live. (:

JONAS !

2009-05-22T07:36:00.000-07:00

have you seen these luckiest guys who take some chance to hold them fame as long as they can ?
yess, they're the jonas, Jonas FUCKING brothers. i saw those informations from JJJ. and my curious head me mad to type the keyword on youtube. then i finally found,

the story was about Nick Jonas has been falling in love with a girl named . . . umm, i forgot.
but he hardly told her about his feeling, ha-ha-ha.
i think it was the boringest thing that i ever watch. just about LOVEBUG, FIRST SIGHT and FOOLISH. but the foolest one is, WHY THE DISNEY PROUDLY PRESENT THEM AS THE NEWEST AND FRESHEST TV SERIES ? maybe you should stab my back first if you wished me to yelling out loud like a bitch as i lovin it so bad. ;p

Big city, Big Night, Big Kids !

2009-05-22T07:27:00.000-07:00

lol, it was kinda freaking me out for a while as i found this dirty little secret in my tons of folder. i remember, it was taken from our trip to home in a bus, as i know, that bus was fully by a mob of people, so i couldn't rest my ass on those comfortable seats. ;p

kicul was the brain-idea, she told me that it would be so nice if we taken our mad-look here, then i said, "IT WOULD BE NICER IF YOU USED YOUR FLASH LIGHT !" hahahaha

Keep your heart to beating

2009-05-22T07:21:00.000-07:00

i was pretty shocked while i found this shit, omigat, seems like mr. crawford enjoying himself with the warm-breath of mr. westwick, GO ON !

*maybe i should make this FF after finishing my ryden ff duties. lol

Yess, Mister Westwick

2009-05-22T07:14:00.001-07:00

Okeyy, okeyy, hold on tight, i was making this amazingly"the-opener-mouth" about 2 last week, but i did laptopless, so, today is the right time !

How do ya think ? hahahaa, it wasn't that amazing, but sure, it is pretty satisfied me . ;p

So you can jump, but what if the hell you couldn’t jump well ?

2009-05-22T07:01:00.000-07:00

Hey moon, you gotta check this web out, cause this is very important for you who loves gossip, gossip and gossip.

Being well-known person is maybe one of million dream people surroundings. You got fame then where the hell you step on your feet, everybodys gonna yell out loud at you screaming of your name until their last breath taken. Paparazzi is one of your facility to get more fame like celebrity usually did while they want to spread out their kindness or madness . in contrast, you’ve got more stars even you got bad reflection or the other hand.

Like him, Taylor lautner, I dare before he has got caught by camera in some famous movie that were queuing in top chart of movie or you can called it boxoffice, he was only an ordinary kid, loves playing softball, playing some games electronic factory pointlessly and jumping off of the ground. But now, every move he takes, he’l get big shoot.

I had ever dream about it, in sudden I’ve got fame, everybody yelling out my name madly, and I just was waving my hand and keep my smirk going wider and wider. Sounds stupid, but it was affect. My name was like northern downpour from the northest island of Indonesia, channels, billboard, magazine, advertisement and also announcement were about me, me and ME ! paparazzi were addictly took my pics which fact these are shits shouldn’t be taken.

But it was only dream, dream which would be the one of nightmare list ever ! I do want famous, but I don’t want that creepy stuff are freaking me out.

Silversun, Pickups !

2009-05-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

Hey moon, im not gonna do some uploading photos here, cause I thought it would be useless.

First, I wanna do some introduction, to make this shit story goes easier.

Name : Trey Hollowod, - Just called him T !

Age : 18 soon

Home : im not really sure where it is stand at

Hobbies : comments, comments and comments !

Well, that day was lil bit rainy, thunders were harshly roar out of the sky. I looked my clock at my phone, it was 7 o’clock and I did nothing. I crawled on my bed, everything was vague, but I saw the black box on my desk. I was kindda weak to get off the bed, but if I did lying on my bed all the time, it would be very wasting time . so I decided to turned it on, and wait for a while.

I saw, Trey Hollowood was online on AIM.

Me : Heyya !

T : Hey, what’s up ?

Me : I just got up from bed

T : I just poked my tummy cause these shits kinda freaking me out.

Me : uugghh, you’ve changed a lot huh ?

T : what ?

Me : You’re fucking FAT !

T : OMG

Me : yeah, Trey FUCKING FAT are TALKIN TO MEH !

T : lol

Me : super LOL

T : Shut up bitch, im loading here

Me : loading of ?

T : pup ?

Me : xDDDDD, I can feel your gas throwing out from your ass. Ugghh, so disgusting

T : if you were me, you could felt what a satisfaction has fill on my top

Me : WTF, WTF

T : LOL

Me : did you see my brendon urie ?

T : he isn’t in my pocket, maybe he has hide in my ass

Me : YOU DIDN’T TELL ME THAT YOU’RE GAY !

T : Tredon

Me : ?

T : Trey Fucking Brendon

Me : FUCK YOU !

T : LOL

Me : Ryan will punch you right on your face hardly

T : Ryan is my ex, brendon will be mine

Me : euwww

T : Sucking dick

Me : STOP IT !

T : give up ? brendon was in my room

Me : what were you guys doing ?

T : Fucked for one night stand

Me : -______-

T : it is a “yes” ?

Me : what ?

T : brendon was giving a nice shoot.

Me : COULD YOU STOP THAT ?

T : I can’t

Me : HEY !

T : byebye, he calling me

Me : GET OUTTA YOUR ASS FROM HERE !

T : It’s a lovebug lollipop

Me : ONE DAY, IF I TURN INTO YOU, I WILL PUNCH MY HEAD HARDLY, HARSHLY, CRUELY, HURTLY AND PAINLY, CAUSE SWEAR, I’L WIPE YOUR SMILE AS I SEE YOUR ASS IN FRONT OF ME !

T : everybody loves trey, trey should be loved

Me : trey should be hated, hate should be TREY !

T : Lets get this stupid teen heart beating ?

Me : LOWER LOWER !

T : So testosterone boy and Harlequin girl

Me : I dare, your voice likes a monster, better move back from here.

After that conversation, I felt like something rushing in my heart, since he helped me on facebook world, he likes, oh my GOD !

For Trey,

Im sorry for being shoo stupid, and yeah, everybody gonna loves trey, Trey should be loved. (:

If you had selena Gomez, but she didn’t thought as well as yours.

2009-05-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

Hey Moon, today I’d been reading and also seeing all of those selena’s news on JJJ. They were boringly talked about selena, I had no idea what the hell were they burned those up into something goofily as great news, but I swear, theres a demand theres a request.

Maybe all of billion teenagers are kneeing selena as their own God, God of style, God of live, God of goodness or even God of love guru. Swear, I just were shaking my head as I saw those news.

They spread news that selena Gomez has a special relationship with taylor lautner, the mr. black one in twilight saga the movie.

Santy was pretty desperate while she talked to me about it, yeah, im such a thoughtful person, so I could feel what it pain was likely hurting herself so deep.

Okey, I wanna make this problem get the straight solve, what if, you already HAD selena. You were literality care a lot about her, didn’t let if an ant is biting sharply right on her skin, never want a litter of tear falling down from her eyes. Everything is about caress, caress and a method to caress of selena.

But, what if, she didn’t mention you at all, that’s the true one, hell yeah, every big star did that, they said that they care us, love us, like a tender love throwing out freely for us, but FACT, is the sharpness of pain running out our live.

The last words, If you had selena Gomez, but she didn’t thought as well as yours, we’d be better to stab her back harshly !

disney on ice

2009-05-08T23:04:00.004-07:00

about a month ago, me and my partner in crime, asti, were going out to Disney on ice in istora senayan.

we was half-desperated while we heard that the tickets of tribun has sold out since apparately yesterday.

the man said that Gold-ticket is the one and only for my oppurtunity to buy it if i really wanna watched this show.

But God saved us, the man gave us a chance, he told us, we could entered the stage of tribun, and we would used the ID CARD of CREW.

we were screaming as we walked out to FX

talked out loud about what the princes would be.

when the show started, i was the first person who screamed like a bitch.

i waved my hand to mickey and it seemed that he/she could see me !

the show was over, we went out then waited for a while.

Asti's parents were picking us up.

It was the best day yet since the boring-week-holiday. :D

Merlin

2009-05-08T22:53:00.000-07:00

You have to see this FUCKING GODDAMIT MAGNIFICANT TV SERIES.

its MERLIN. has abroaded in hallmark channel, and abc.

see, those guys which named Merlin and prince arthur are very NICE-LOOKING-GUYs ! i always yelling like a bitch when they came out.

well, Merlin is one-of-legendaires story of england that unfamiliar for you perhaps. i knew him while i was trying so hard playing harry potter game, and there was him, merlin, but he used to has breed like an old man.

if you watch merlin, you wouldn't see he wearing any-odd stuff like you thought before, cause merlin you'll see here is a merlin's experience when he was a young boy.

and also Arthur, he used to be prince, not KING.

Both of them are magics, i like them ! xD

Who's this guy ?

2009-05-08T22:49:00.000-07:00

derry, my pal in face book has told me if bring me to the horizon vocalist is has a beautiful appearance.

idk in firstly but then i had a curious case, its usuall.

when i looked at the first sight, i thought if "yeah, he's pretty cute." afterwhile, when the time went quickly, i thought that "He's CUTE !" hahahahaaa

Thanks Derry, for introducing me with this guy ! xD

Nails for breakfast

2009-05-08T22:45:00.001-07:00

i started to like this song ! xD

madagaskar : The penguin's adventure and king julie's

2009-05-08T22:33:00.000-07:00

okay, have you watched the lastest madagaskar the movie on your nearest cinema ? or perhaps you bought the fake one of its DVD ?

yeah, im not really sure what kind of methood did you choose to watch it. cause every moves you take i will appreciated it. xD

So, Yah. last thing i ever bought in glodok is this DVD, the fake one. hahahaha

but its funneh, funnier i thought, when the current fight with the past-line, which penguins and king julian.

and the language they use to is very nice and enrich my dicitionary.

very uptodate !

what are you waiting for, moon ?

lets type these keywords ! and enjoy the show !

Yahoo ran messenger

2009-05-08T22:31:00.003-07:00

This early morning, in my own side.

i was chatting with my old pal of my partner in crime, he's my young uncle. he's been talked about something unecessary, and swear he seemed different. not much words could come out from his. yeah, maybe he's already mature enough. that's good, so i could call him "uncle" now. (:

Jared on GreenLight Followil

2009-05-08T22:26:00.000-07:00

idk this is the past time or present now.

but honestly, he looks older here.

like jared that ive never know. );

reinvent love necklace

2009-05-08T22:18:00.000-07:00

see, what a beautiful necklace. i was checking this in fbr store. what about the price ? its $15 dudeeeeeee.

that fragile capricon

2009-05-08T22:07:00.000-07:00

Hey moon, everything here becomes vague for me.

like, moon and sun have a commitment to "do-not-come-when-the-day-raise-and-do-not-come-when-the-night-come"

Shakes hand and signature some papers.

Why is that called vague for me ?

"please forget to fall down"

yeah, i remember a lot about those words that make me build even more.

thanks for Ryan Ross, the masterpieces who gimme a flavor in my sad-story-live

but, idk, i need some space to rehab, to breath, to shut my eyes so tight, to sob, to silent, to sit in the corner either to stare blankly at those stars by myself, ONLY.

Live is getting crime while you are already adult or something. adult is doesn't mean that you're 20 or 21, adult is when you're start to understand what the cruel live is and while you're start to hating so bad about yourself.

Adult, is like, a SHIT growing up on your skin, Adult, is like a boiled-water that steady to make someone feel the pain if you try to throwing it to someone else.

Just won't stop, i Just, won't stop, thinking about, what a crime an adult live is.

For my BFF. (:

2009-05-08T21:56:00.002-07:00

I made it for Nicci, hope she'll like it. :D

In the middle of the night, and ive been trying for my best to close them tight

2009-05-01T11:35:00.000-07:00

Hey moon.
Jakfm radio has been airing now. They play some familiar songs for me. Its a lil bit relaxing, but i have one problem that couldnt solve by myself.

Its INSOMNIA, which people are usually meaned for a sickness that makes you cannot surf your dream in. Shut your eyes then fly away peacefully.

Its 2.30 AM
and theres not any signal that could provoke me to sleep well.
Today is friday, and saturday is tomorrow.
It means we should change our daily routines of sleep time schedulle.

You usually wake up at 5 o'clock then crawl onto your bed about 9 to 11pm.
What about weekend ?
I usually wake up around about 8 to 11. Ive ever woke up at 12pm, and my entire of body was bruises so bad. There was a lot of pain and i couldn't imagine how bad it was.

So, what should i do ?
Now 'superhuman' song playing in my ears. It sounds not too good at all.
But my pal, santy aka ncing, likes it so bad.
Yeah, everyone has their own side of 7 or more things their like.

Ummm, an information.
Next day, actually next noon, i'l go to paint shop. Shop much paint for my 'private' project. And i doubt about it. I have to buy some blank t-shirts in the nearest traditional market from mine.
I admint, its not a soft or easy job. But, swear. Wish me good like then !

Sorry, for been missing. I'l update it as soon as possible.

.sleep tight, moon.

william ohh beckett

2009-04-26T03:46:00.000-07:00

i think he had a big changed for his live.

still remember about his past style, he prefers like a natural emo band to simple band.

but now, he turns his live become the simple one.

good job, will.

wheres mr. madden ?

2009-04-25T10:54:00.000-07:00

ive checked her twitter pics. and theres nothing of Joelmadden pic in hers. does she love her husband so bad ? or he just ignore him like a past wind acrossed her ? bad Richie.

been like forevah

2009-04-25T10:48:00.000-07:00

heyya, moon.

its been like forever since the holiday season has through into me.

and there were a lot of laziness came out like a blast shoot.

when was that ? the last time i had written my fingers on it ?

yeah i see, its like one or two weeks.

the last thing that interesed me was a trip to lampung, which the first time of feeling blue on the ocean.

it was likely the big surprised that dady's asked about this trip.

we just stayed for 2 days.

fisrt day, we went around the city, last day, we just stayed then checked the hotel room out.

lampung is a humble city, pretty good for refresh your mind. (:

so, what was your ?

open happiness casts. (:

2009-04-05T01:45:00.000-07:00

here they are, with a big smile on their lips. although patrick stump is ONLY smirking at least. ;l

oohh, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, BRENNNNYYYY ! !

unwritten

2009-04-05T01:40:00.003-07:00

what i have to do when these silences have been haunting me ? ? ?

RYDEN GIVES YOU SHOOT !

2009-04-05T01:36:00.000-07:00

"Don't lying to them, brenny-bear. just give them the truth." xDD

"errrr, yess guys. that shit is right, we're officialy dating."

let's burn it up, burn it up, *with yoo baby !

2009-04-05T01:30:00.000-07:00

for next destination, i need some space for my lovely FD.

so, i transfered all of my data into DVD, burned it in nero.

Fly away, beyotch !

2009-04-05T01:27:00.001-07:00

i fucking-shitty-good-damn LOVEEEEE THIS ONE ! (:

Maintenance day !

2009-04-05T01:23:00.000-07:00

showed about last tuesday while i was on it.

gah, waiting 10 minutes just like one week sitting blankly on antartica !

both of lisa's AC were killing me.

brendon <3 Lily <3 Ryan ?

2009-04-05T01:14:00.000-07:00

"thanks pals, for gimme some favor. (:"

the worst pic academy for march !

2009-04-05T01:08:00.001-07:00

aulia told me if this is the worst pic she ever saw.

yeah, i agree with her, cause YES IT IS !

when a girl falling in love with a chimpanzee

2009-04-05T01:04:00.000-07:00

last saturday, i went to taman safari puncak.

after watched 'various-animals show', they gave me a chance to meet and greet with the actors.

i run from my seat away then took a picture with him.

its a boy, and his name is. . . um m m m they didn't gimme any clue.

then she has a son named 'UDIN ROSS'

2009-04-05T01:00:00.000-07:00

"say Hi, for UDIN ROSS. which had born about a week ago."

yeah, i begged hardly with my dad to buy it.

my dad looked at me unseriously about my choice.

cause chipamnzee was him big nightmare past away.

my mom didn't gimme any favor, but i kept trying.

then he bought me FINALLY !

i gave his name is 'UDIN', cause he's from INDONESIA.

and ROSS, errrr, because my brother was actually hates ryan ross voice while he sings 'SHE HAD THE WORLD and BEHIND THE SEA'. he said if his voice is like a bitch groaning need more ?

so, say hi for 'UDIN ROSS !'

i was cheated with urie, ;p

what it should be ?

2009-04-05T00:39:00.000-07:00

"This is my proof if i do not owe anyone else ! swear !"

i mean the title, ive been writing a new story.

about an alchemist and a curious-afraid-stubborn-girl

long story, brendon and ryan are the victims here.

but, its not ryden. only urie andd . . . ME ! hahahahaaa

"Little prolog, Introduction and well."

"I try my best to write it in english. but idk, it seems

pretty odd to read. ):"

the day the earth stood still

2009-04-05T00:31:00.000-07:00

hey moon, have you even noticed about those words ? that flay away above these strings ?

yeah, thats keanu reves one of those famous movie. he had a good job there. i yelled at him as i watched at least.

i know, he didn't hear me or you perhaps, but, don't be upset, he always appreciated our move to love him.

what those all mean ? is it about keanu or my day ?

nah, nah, nah, those words do not make any sense, i just want you to pay me attention.

any-ho, this not a bad day, i overslept, i use to it.

people surround me are getting use to it as well.

watched some dvds and also didn't eat too much,

im not in my diet schedulle, everbodys know that i am not kindda person who likes eating much.

i am just little lily, nothing less nothing more.

next week will be better, hope so.

4 days free and gossip spread that we will going home earlier than we use to.

but hey, i don't excpecting too much, smansasi is such a free-days-haters.

are your day stood sill ?

hope so. bye.

_LV, i am not in the mood. ):

ryanryanryan, would you like to be my . . .

2009-03-31T03:26:00.000-07:00

-Ryan Ross -x- Me -

ryanryanryan, what i want to do is only speak with you, talk for a while, and stroke your hair. *cause i think ryan's hair is perfectly smooth. xDD

This is my stupid conversation between me and him.

Me : "hey, ry."

Ry : "hy, there."

Me :"can i ask you?"

Ry : "sure, shoot it."

Me : "errr, ry. i have a serious order here. Do you want to help me ?"

Ry : "go on."

Me :"DO YOU WANT TO BE URIE'S BF ? CAUSE I DISAGGRE WITH SARAH ! SHE'S TOO BAD FOR HIM. THE ONE AND ONLY IS YOU ! !"

okeh, what will his say ?

a) "WHAT THE FUCK ?" he slaps my face !

b) he coughs, "PARDON ME ?"

c) "SHOULD I ?" he stares at me, SERIOUSLY

d) "YEAH, I'VE BEEN HOPING IT FOR AGES !" He kisses my cheeck.

WTF, Vansciverrr ?

RYDEN FOR LIVE, BIBEEEH !!

Congratulation for 'the-shock-of-the-lightening.blogspot.com' ! ! !

2009-03-31T03:16:00.000-07:00

yess, 1st postinggggg ! ! !

glad finally this event came through on me.

just enjoy it, gimme some comment afterwhile.

*soryy for my-holy-space pals, im using INDONESIAN-LANGUAGE.

cause im very stupid in english. ;p

iphone has arrived here.

2009-03-31T03:12:00.000-07:00

Oooh, gaah ! its iPhone dude.

with 3G and all of those diamond facillities.

dady, would you like to buy me one ?

i hope the answer will NO !

cause if it a YESS, i dare he has a very big headache !!

curious case of 'open happiness' video clip

2009-03-31T03:08:00.001-07:00

i have it from patdonline. and ive been curious for a long time.

brendon looks like a big nerd or geek, and i haven't seen patrick around.

ive seen travis, neither have janella. she's the most beautiful woman here.

cause ya know, everybody is a male.

look at the girl with black-long-hair there. she's cute, i dare she's a chiness or asian at least.

yes man, i need the new one

2009-03-31T02:58:00.000-07:00

her camera had lost, and she need it badly.

my dad doesn't has enough money to get the new one. yes, SLR is fucking expensive.

my deardeardeardear.

i told her to do not buy the slr, gimme the chance for renew my old shity camera.

i need sony T300 or T700 camera, slimest, touch screen and the madness of pixels. i love it better !

best perhaps. hahahhahaa

T300, its REDDDDDDD ! ! ! !

"T700, the thinest i ever saw !"

don't you be my traffic light ?

2009-03-31T02:32:00.000-07:00

Hey Moon, i've got a question here, which about why do i called them 'traffic light'.

santy and elvina have a big question mark in their head for a while.

i told them that couldn't give em any information, cause you know, my bad on storytelling. ;p

elvina was born my courage to tell it, tell it into one 'STORY' with a lot of diffucult word also complicated.

here i go, wanna tell ya' !

why you are my 'traffic light' ?

frankly, its not them who called with 'traffic light', its our journey.

our trip last wednesday, when we were free for one reason, was like a traffic light. Neither did us.

when we were on pasfes, the light directed to red. when these fulliness had haunted us like a bitch. then took off for blok S, looked for 'roti bakar eddy' xp, we were on yellow. stupidness, unknown, asked mostly every moved. and last, we were green while on plangi at sky dinning. we were like drunkens need more beer-beer-and-beer !

thanks for taxi driver to allowed us laughed then made these faces turned into red unlike a normaly human. pig was the good one word perhaps.

everybody who was the victim. let's thinking backward as we listen to 'the ting tings - traffic light'. oh my, it's very wonderfull. ;p

the ting tings traffic light mp3 | lyrics

free music downloads | videos | pictures

How can i deal with it ?

2009-03-31T02:28:00.000-07:00

Hey moon, you know,

glory and blesses are never come into us even try our best we could.

I ever felt that, an it hurts so bad. its been hurting me a lot. when those things across mine. everything becomes blur. stabs my back, rapes me then.

Like heroin was introducing itself into me. then fades like only tragedies.

IDK, what are those though were about. but suddenly i do.

Fucking examination week

2009-03-31T02:04:00.000-07:00

Hey moon, have you ever felt like you were tightly roped by a thousand meter of rope ?

Mine did, hoah, WTSF *what the super F**K.

my mind has been frizzing since last monday.

today was physic and bahasa sunda, and next day will be the big day cause there are CIVIL and MATH. yeah, its M-A-T-H , FUCKING MATH !!

what should i do ? stare blankly at those deathly book ?

nah, nah. i better sleep away till drop.

SPOE : Scary Places on Earth

2009-03-28T23:07:00.000-07:00

I used to watch it while it was airing on metro TV.

Cooll and Aweesssoooomeee.

i tried to flashback, so i opened youtube and looked for SPOE.

finally. i found !!

"Lets searching-searching and searching ! !

These are Ghost Ship episode, its very haunted place."

"One Family, One Thousand of Fear."

Attachment from sekar

2009-03-27T09:18:00.000-07:00

Thanks sekar, for your attachment.

Amazing in bed is perfectly awesome.

Frankly i haven't listen it yet. ;p hahahhaaa

Ponari and the sorceress stone

2009-03-27T09:10:00.000-07:00

maybe soon, i will make this phenomenal book.

PONARI, the next magician boy after mr. potter, PERHAPS !

Lets Forgeting Sarah Orzechowsk !!

2009-03-27T09:03:00.000-07:00

hey, BITCH, step away from my husband ! !

your smile looks a fire in the middle of forest.

your teeth looks lazy lion's.

and also your face looks pretty good if you're standing next to BIG AND SMELTY TRASH CAN !

You're a dead girl SARAH ORZECHOWSK, YESS YOU ARE !

FLASHie ? what happen ?

2009-03-27T08:58:00.000-07:00

GAaahhhh, FLASHie wasn't on in the mood.

It disconnects a lot and made me temperament .

FLASHie ! do you live me or not ? !

Mr. Wentz's Twitter

2009-03-27T08:50:00.001-07:00

Mr. Wentz updating his twiit a lot. maybe everyday at least 4 or 5 has posted by himself.

wattabow me ? ugghh, i seldom. kindda bizzi. hahahahaa

it's very nice to be one row with him. ;p

So, Why don't you surf it by yourself. (:

www.twitter.com/kelylilia

stomach FUCKING cramps.

2009-03-27T07:56:00.000-07:00

Hey, Moon.

When the stars had slept away during black hole dance likes ballet spinning around on the spot of stage.

And when the earth would like to hurl cause seeing you all day orbiting that make it not any sense.

What All those mean ?

You can figure it out by yourself.

Just blow it up. Here's the day.

Last morning, i had serious stomach cramps. it use to happens every once of month while im on my period time. But this is the most hurt yet happen ! !

Uugh, i couldn't take it any longer. so what i did was only danced and rolled on my bed.

I miss the day that should be the better day than before.

took a nap was killing me.

Medicine just settled the pain down but DIDN'T CURE ME AS WELL. );

so, what's yours ?

Jude ?

2009-03-25T22:32:00.001-07:00

Hey Moon, are you use to it ?

errr, better left that now. how about, "Hey, Jude" ?

thief, thief, thief.

Jude's the beatles son or daughter perhaps.

we have our own trademark also copyright. do not steal, cause it fight the law.

Hottie day during this time. sweat across my neck likes rain falls without any doubt.

dadys been sleeping all day, siblings've gone since last morning while i swam around own dreamland. mum just take it bad. we're pretty sure that this day is like shit.

tomorrow will be the shity day. one day goes, past it then.

i need some rehab day seriously. come me out and breath in.

i disagree with people who told if home is like super-second-hell.

cause ya know, everybodys born in your own hell.

get the new one board, write this down,

"YESS, THIS IS MY HELL, BUT MY HELL IS PERFECTLY AWESOME THAN YOURS !"

its hard to leave you

2009-03-24T08:36:00.001-07:00

last Holiday season. i was on ibis hotel, Yogyakarta.

Its hard to believe that i had to out.

Live Goes on

2009-03-24T08:19:00.001-07:00

LiVe GoeS oN, bAby . . .

"Method to Madness"-by Ryter

2009-03-24T08:04:00.000-07:00

Used to read it. and you know, this is my 1st ryden fanfic that i ever read.

and it was making me cry a fish lost their breath. xD

The story started when Brendon move on from vegas to London then met Ryan in the same class. afterwhile, they're really close till Ryan has a hidden love in his heart.

Ryan is shy boy typical. talk less and do less. he's like junk in his school atmosphere.

after Brendon came, everything's become blur. just Ry and Him.

till the traitor come, shook him badly. Brendon Urie is not good guy.

he has won then Ryan buried on his deepest cry.

"these were making me cry too loud. "

gaaaaaaahhhh !!!!! );l